YMonday, January 02, 2006
" A new year..A new beginning "
-that's wat everyone would say
Perhaps people DO try to be different..that could be their resolution or something.
BUT what crap will it be and wat use is it for if u just gap and yap about it without actually doin it? i hate it when such statements are made by the people who made that so-called resolution a year ago or perhaps two years ago..shame on you.
the trip thought me many beautiful and ugly things..like the beauty of my religion and the uniqueness and gracefulness of Islam..On the other hand, the future of Islam-the youths, the young adults, that's scattered around drinking and makin a fool of themselves selling their bodies and providing personal services..in clubs and by the roads bringing down the name of the community..or even some of which are homosexuals..displaying public affection openly..sick aint it? -give me your opinion.
Will this "trend" ever stop? Or shall we just ignore it as always? Usually, humans will naturally do the latter. Honestly, so will I.Bleah.Shame on me.
The trip made me realise my feelings, my Faith, my belief and my actual responsibility as a sister, daughter and a lady of opinion. As a sister, i should try to always understand no matter how much it hurts to be there and swallow the sight and the sound. As a daughter, i should conform to the rules at home and respect them..and as a lady of opinion..i should speak my mind but at the same time be modest and soft-spoken. -strange ain't it?
My Faith in Him is ever growing and my belief in Him will not subside as i believe in the greatness of his strength and plans for me..
Its funny though that the feelin is not goin away..its strange how its growin the closer tat i get to you, and the more things that i found out abt u-good and bad facts...
I know that im just "this fren" of yours..and i honestly dun mind.
Perhaps u are not attracted to some1 like me or perhaps u already have someone else..
whoever that person is..
BUT i want you to know..that i fell for you..and i cant fall out of you.
so im just gona wait.
till ur ready..til u can accept me as something more..
till you wana talk to me abt it.
if you dun ever wana talk to abt it..please know that ur My Angel in disguise.
i just want u to noe..that i duno wat i'd become without you..
i just want u to noe..that no matter wat or who u really are..im not going anywhere..
i just want you to know.
i thank you.
_callous_ was here with you at
